my life

h,,

2010-03-26T09:09:00.000-07:00

IAM IN LOVE WITH YOU.. I CANT HELP IT , WHEN WE KISSED. I FEEL LIKE EVERY BAD MOMENTS,BAD SINS THAT IVE DONE IS GONE AND I FEEL SAVE .. BUT RIGHT NOW I DONT HAVE YOU BY MY SIDE ANYMORE... ID ONT EVEN KNOW MYSELF RIGHT NOW. I MISS YOU, I NEED TO SEE YOU. YOU SAID YOU WILL STAY WITH ME WHILE YOU CAN BUT...... iam sorry iam not in a good school, iam sorry that iam not neat, iam sorry i dont have good looks or good taste in fashion, iam sory that iam not as cool or handsome as he is .i love you girl. please say yes.. iam in need of you sweets..

life

2009-11-18T09:57:00.000-08:00

well. its been so long since ive blogged about something.. i plan to not blog about the current events that is happening in my life but since there is no one to talk to right now, i'll blog about it..

well no doubt alot of people miss judge me . its natural.. i sometimes miss judge people, we sometimes have to look inside, get to know the person deeper.

trust.

the most important thing. but when u want to trust someone, there is this thing call paranoid. dont be paranoid and let it control you.. it is shit.

now iam feeling paranoid cause i feel that some people are ignoring me.

well only he or she knows thats her.. cant blame him/her. maybe after current events happening they have doubts about me..

damn.. people now are getting weirder.. idk y.. its like alot of people result to killing themselves when they facing problems.

idk what to do..

random..

11-0

yahoo!!.

ego..

cant say that i dont have ego but i can say that iam always ego with jicks, thats all. besides, thats not ego, thats disturbing and playing around with him., haha..

relationships.

whats pass is pass. i cant help it to see iam affected by breakups and fights between love birds.

skate.

skate friends forever.

hope it stays like that.

P.Rod is loved by every skater..

why not Chaz Ortiz
he is freaking awesome..

ps; i wana skate ..

oh ya.before i forget..happy belated birthday to jicks, harryz and fadhilo..!

wow

2009-10-22T07:47:00.000-07:00

I really dont understand why people dont see the beauty side of life. When everything is not going your way, or having major problems, there will be the brighter side of it. Feel the paint of humans having problems with family. Just imagine, your family is broke.Your daddy working day and night to support your family. On your birthday, mum buy two present for you and said one of it, mum say it was from daddy. daddy didnt have money but he had a job,and his job is to put food on the table of you and mum... thing about that stuff..

HAPPY BIRD-DAY AKAM STEP BOULALA!!!
WAHAHAHAH CEH 17 ONLY
HAHAHA

2009-09-25T09:15:00.000-07:00

Iam going to beat you up fucker.. kiss my foot and beg for forgiveness, then i'll reconsider.

"sorry if i told everyone wrong info,sorry if i got you kicked out of the banc snd stuff but i was just trying to help a friend... No one knows this ah but i used to like J but never did anything abt it. then long ago i rmbr she told me someone asked her out to watch time traveller's wife so immediately i thought it was you. sorry."

aww.. boohoo. fuck you. dont let me see you on the streets. now iam gona stand my ground. no more mr naim the nice guy.. 'D' congrets.. (clap hands)

APPLE!

2009-09-02T09:06:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL GIRL..
FUN-FUN...
CRAZY GUY..
THAILAND...
LAUGH-LAUGH..
STUDY-STUDY..
LAZY-LAZY..
C.O.
GUNTING-BATU-KERTAS+KALAH=KISS..

I feel that sometimes, people need to learn how to let go.
We dont always get what we want, but what we have is just enough for me.
the aftermath of being patience will be awesome..

saya ada jual otot2 baru punya. penuh dengan h2O.
manyak bagus. beli satu dapat 3 free.. beli 3 dapat 1 free.
1 dua lingit. lu bagi enam lingit, gua bagi lu 3 botol free..
bagen manyak bagus punya..

not meant to be..

2009-08-29T03:09:00.000-07:00

This is my say. i always feel down when iam alone,at home. ive been always thinking of you.
but this feeling, a feeling for you is unspeakable. Is more then i have ever wanted..
Its disheartening to know that you dont feel the same way as me but iam just overwhelm to know that you are over your ex. i feel like iam exacerbating you. i hope iam not. imy..

fasting month

2009-08-23T00:44:00.000-07:00

I feel so wrong. alone.. scared... i dont really know why.. am i going to die soon?(maybe)
am i missing someone?
(yes)
scared of?
(o levels)
i have to sudy..
i feel scared... help.. akam..

2009-08-14T04:04:00.000-07:00

today its all about BAKER!!! muahaha!!.

i would like to thank all those beautiful people who chiped in to get me this new board..

Harryz,Dinur,Mintot

you guys are the best...

and thanks fred for the pizza...

damn.. even tho iam sick..

i feel good..

thanks you guys...

2009-08-11T07:27:00.000-07:00

o levels are coming and i still have not start on my revesion.. damn son..

one thing that i learn now is that i cant watch my friends get all upset.

it affects me too..

art is puting tons of weight on my shoulder..

PRESSURE SIOL!!

ahhahaha

....

i miss you.

.butter fingers.

thats it..

guess what.. there is such thing as cheese monster.. ive seen it. no doubt.

2009-08-01T23:01:00.000-07:00

Now is the time to think about now.

rather than the future...

The music i listen to says that never to give up in life.

remember to say positive..

well, now iam living yup to it..

i will never give up .

this is what i believe in..

never give up hope, think positive..

2009-07-29T06:51:00.000-07:00

This is the part where iam weak at..

so yesterdaý i went to bedok res at about 5.30 alone just to see the sun set.

the pictures are all in my phone.. so yeah..

while i was there, i kept thinking...

do you people believe in "love at first sight"?

well i do. till now, at this very moment.. i cant get her of my mind....

i just cant, i tried to get her of but i cant..

tell me why?

and now, i dont really feel that she is interested in me a single bit.

i know, i know... dont rush stuff, have to wait.. get her to like you..

but when i try, she dont even care i think.. well maybe she is busy with school and homework.

her life maybe.. but this negetive thoughts that iam afraid of took over my mind.

(i know, everytime i blog is about a girl.. i suck)

well.. this is real. i still feel shy after i met her for a couple of times.

and when i do, it is just like falling for her over and over again each time we met..

to tell you guys the truth, i am really willing to wait for her for a lng time..

plus.. i dreamt about my grandmother, "leaving my family"
i just have to get ready cause there are some clues that its gona happen soon..

well, when i meet "her". she reminds me of her..

.weird.

so its really weird..when i talk to mumy about this, she didnt get angry.

.weirder.

then when iam just thinking of her smile, it brightens up my day.

.weirderinglyest!.

all i could do now is pray for her to be happy. thats all i really want for her.

when u really love someone, you have to set it free,

dont always be around them 24/7 or they will disappear..

so there is no surprise that i cant forget you. <3

life

2009-07-27T06:09:00.001-07:00

this is the part that i really hope things go my way..

i want an answer..

WHY!?

its all i need..

flowers is red..

love at 1st sight..

thats right....

afraid to lose you..

what i dont want , i get,

what i really really want, its hard to get,
why..

complete when iam with you.

smile.

please...

damn!

2009-06-10T07:02:00.000-07:00

this is maya.. celebrate her bdae last sat...

at botanic.. nice place tho but its so hot!!

hope u had a great time there. sory i had to go of early..

when to meet SF for jamming session.. hehe

i was 30 mints late!! ahhaah.. so only had 30 mints to jam.

after that when to dhoby to meet dinno...

he got in thru the 2nd round of singapore idol.. hehehe

me too!! wahah jokess... i wana skate..

iam so bored now..

why??

wahahha... anybody want to skate with me just give me a call..

2009-06-06T08:19:00.000-07:00

We love skateboarding.

awesome.

cycle to east coast from bedok just to sk8... wow..

sangup ehk.. wahhaha

life,love,friends.

2009-05-30T23:36:00.001-07:00

this is the people i miss the most.. hanging out.

although its like been 1 week since i've meet them,

it feels like years.. i just miss you guys.. the bond in us is i imaginable.

i just want us to be togthere as a band/bestfriends/and brothers forever.

now seeing kurt happy makes me feel that everyting is gona be alright.

dan is good. (hope he is still going to school)wahah, nerd starting school soon i think,

and fhamy, well he is just my brother. same school in same class ,same band and

same interest. so yeah..

Thinking about love and all that stuff makes me forget that i already have what i want..

friends like them...not forgeting AKHRAM,sk8 bros, berg

and the 1 i miss most is 1 of my good friend rico.

he is the heart of the band.. keeping us togethere when things start to fall apart..

iam just glad to get to know you.

guess. iam now just happy of what i have...

btw skateboarding is awesome..

berg! shafiq! ruggurt kid! chester! bro!

2009-05-15T08:03:00.001-07:00

BERG!!! SHAFIQ!! RUGGURT KID! CHESTER! BRO! SYG!

I MISS YOU FARK!!

meet soon ok? btw have heart , iam gona gay with you like there is no tomorow!

(friends never say good bye! besttie!)

yoyo!!

2009-05-13T06:05:00.000-07:00

wow! damnn his really mad.. ooohh iam really scared.

wahahah nabil's voice btw

but where?

2009-04-30T07:55:00.000-07:00

BUT WHERE?

BUT WHERE CAN I FIND LOVE?

WHERE CAN I SEE WHITE APPLE?

WHERE TO FIND 1,000,000 DOLARS IN 5 DAYS?

WHERE TO GO WHEN IAM LOST?

WHERE TO BE WHEN IAM NOT LOST?

WHERE TO FIND THE WHERE?

WHERE TO FIND PUNCHER?

WHERE WHERE?

WHERE IS WHERE?

WHERE TO FIND YOU WHEN YOUR GONE?

WHERE CAN I GO WHEN I GOT NO ONE ELSE?

WHERE TO GO TO THE MOON?

WHERE TO GET MOCCA FRUIT CHEES+SOM?

WHERE TO GET WHERE ?

HOHO?

WHERE IS HOHO?

SOM?

why?

2009-04-30T07:45:00.000-07:00

WHY?
WHY I GOT NO MONEY..
WHY I NEVER STUDY?
WHY I DONT FEEL LOVED?
WHY IS MY HAIR SHORT.
WHY IS THE PEOPLE OF SINGAPORE?
WHY ALOT OF WHY?
WHY (SHEEP) NEVER REPLY ME?
WHY THE WORD WHY?
WHY CANT I DO FRONTSIDEFLIP DOWN 10?
WHY IAM NOT THAT REALLY GOOD DRUMMER?
WHY IAM STILL SAYING WHY?
WHY I MUST ?
WHY IS APPLE RED AND GREEN?
WHY IS THE TREE TALL?
WHY I STILL HAVENT FIND HER?
COME?
PLS?
NO?
WHY??!?!?
WHY IS WHAT I WANT TO KNOW.?
WHY?
I DONT KNOW WHY.
WHY YOU DONT KNOW?
(car hit me on the 12th floor)
kaaaaabuusssh?
why?
som?

woww!!

2009-04-15T05:14:00.000-07:00

mulot!! wahahaha...

you guys know what? ive been bad mouth by someone that i thought is an okay guy..

i dont always say bad things about people until they say bad things about me,, even so, i'll say it infront of them .like WHAT THE FUCK LOR! ahahahha.. well i topped up my ppd alrd.. anything msg yaw!!. haha.

hmm the things i do to make people happy and not jump to conclusions.

last saturday was awesome.. we performed at fad studio again-.- .. ahahha

the crowd was freaking wild i tell you hor.. ahahah. thanks again jigs for coming... although i bully you alot,your still a good friend.. aahahha cant wait to skate!! btw need freaking money!!! help.. pls?

bummer!

2009-04-11T08:39:00.000-07:00

damn.feel shity today.. gig was awesome.. nice set guys.. no fighting .. no problems.. love is not there for me.. desperate. called nonok.. mengamok.. pakai selipa... baju basah.. nak kau!.. pls? tanak ah.. TAKOT. hmm confused.. takde org.. boring.. tido tanak.. bsk skola.. hais.. jatoh katil, takde katil. tilam.. tajoh tilam? suke aku pls.. nah.. friends forever

wow

2009-04-08T05:42:00.001-07:00

having thought of it.. i'll just enjoy life as it is.. awesome friends and family...
skateboarding is love and my band is the best.. no more problems for me here!..
call me if anyone wana sk8 with me!

Starting new.

2009-04-06T07:24:00.001-07:00

every thing in my life,what i have and get, people around me,iam appreciating it..

well school was ok, need to start studying.. ive been slcaking for quite a long time.

need to sk8 cause the stress iam going through is hard to control..

well i like being around you, i miss your laughter thats for sure. would it be wrong if i have feelings for you.? i love starts..

people who have issues with me, come search me.. iam here always. talk to me, we meet up and i would fuking break your face into 24000dm3..

so yeah please. approch me.. i said please..