MY LIFE

h,, @ 9:09 AM

IAM IN LOVE WITH YOU.. I CANT HELP IT , WHEN WE KISSED. I FEEL LIKE EVERY BAD MOMENTS,BAD SINS THAT IVE DONE IS GONE AND I FEEL SAVE .. BUT RIGHT NOW I DONT HAVE YOU BY MY SIDE ANYMORE... ID ONT EVEN KNOW MYSELF RIGHT NOW. I MISS YOU, I NEED TO SEE YOU. YOU SAID YOU WILL STAY WITH ME WHILE YOU CAN BUT...... iam sorry iam not in a good school, iam sorry that iam not neat, iam sorry i dont have good looks or good taste in fashion, iam sory that iam not as cool or handsome as he is .i love you girl. please say yes.. iam in need of you sweets..

11/18/09

life @ 9:57 AM

well. its been so long since ive blogged about something.. i plan to not blog about the current events that is happening in my life but since there is no one to talk to right now, i'll blog about it..

well no doubt alot of people miss judge me . its natural.. i sometimes miss judge people, we sometimes have to look inside, get to know the person deeper.

trust.

the most important thing. but when u want to trust someone, there is this thing call paranoid. dont be paranoid and let it control you.. it is shit.

now iam feeling paranoid cause i feel that some people are ignoring me.

well only he or she knows thats her.. cant blame him/her. maybe after current events happening they have doubts about me..

damn.. people now are getting weirder.. idk y.. its like alot of people result to killing themselves when they facing problems.

idk what to do..

random..

11-0

yahoo!!.

ego..

cant say that i dont have ego but i can say that iam always ego with jicks, thats all. besides, thats not ego, thats disturbing and playing around with him., haha..

relationships.

whats pass is pass. i cant help it to see iam affected by breakups and fights between love birds.

skate.

skate friends forever.

hope it stays like that.

P.Rod is loved by every skater..

why not Chaz Ortiz
he is freaking awesome..

ps; i wana skate ..

oh ya.before i forget..happy belated birthday to jicks, harryz and fadhilo..!

10/22/09

wow @ 7:47 AM

I really dont understand why people dont see the beauty side of life. When everything is not going your way, or having major problems, there will be the brighter side of it. Feel the paint of humans having problems with family. Just imagine, your family is broke.Your daddy working day and night to support your family. On your birthday, mum buy two present for you and said one of it, mum say it was from daddy. daddy didnt have money but he had a job,and his job is to put food on the table of you and mum... thing about that stuff..

HAPPY BIRD-DAY AKAM STEP BOULALA!!!
WAHAHAHAH CEH 17 ONLY
HAHAHA

9/25/09

@ 9:15 AM

Iam going to beat you up fucker.. kiss my foot and beg for forgiveness, then i'll reconsider.

"sorry if i told everyone wrong info,sorry if i got you kicked out of the banc snd stuff but i was just trying to help a friend... No one knows this ah but i used to like J but never did anything abt it. then long ago i rmbr she told me someone asked her out to watch time traveller's wife so immediately i thought it was you. sorry."

aww.. boohoo. fuck you. dont let me see you on the streets. now iam gona stand my ground. no more mr naim the nice guy.. 'D' congrets.. (clap hands)

9/2/09

APPLE! @ 9:06 AM

SCHOOL GIRL..
FUN-FUN...
CRAZY GUY..
THAILAND...
LAUGH-LAUGH..
STUDY-STUDY..
LAZY-LAZY..
C.O.
GUNTING-BATU-KERTAS+KALAH=KISS..

I feel that sometimes, people need to learn how to let go.
We dont always get what we want, but what we have is just enough for me.
the aftermath of being patience will be awesome..

saya ada jual otot2 baru punya. penuh dengan h2O.
manyak bagus. beli satu dapat 3 free.. beli 3 dapat 1 free.
1 dua lingit. lu bagi enam lingit, gua bagi lu 3 botol free..
bagen manyak bagus punya..

8/29/09

not meant to be.. @ 3:09 AM

This is my say. i always feel down when iam alone,at home. ive been always thinking of you.
but this feeling, a feeling for you is unspeakable. Is more then i have ever wanted..
Its disheartening to know that you dont feel the same way as me but iam just overwhelm to know that you are over your ex. i feel like iam exacerbating you. i hope iam not. imy..

8/23/09

fasting month @ 12:44 AM

I feel so wrong. alone.. scared... i dont really know why.. am i going to die soon?(maybe)
am i missing someone?
(yes)
scared of?
(o levels)
i have to sudy..
i feel scared... help.. akam..